Ahamkaara

On 20th September, 2009

As I entered Satyabhama temple in Beyt Dwarka, I sensed incessant movements in my stomach. It took few seconds for me to recognize that it was my baby movements. I could express my joy in words. I sat there for a while. I was amazed at the coincidence. I went to Krishna’s place and I felt the movements. Does this infer anything? Let me wait and watch. J

During my second scan, in the 13th week, my hubby and I got to hear the heartbeats! The profile looked complete and really beautiful. I literally had tears of joy in my eyes. Seeing our baby for the first time in human form was unbelievable.

How I want to hold it in my arms already! It had a big head, long spinal chord. Small hands with elbows, Legs with knees, cute little fingers, etc &all in just 7.2 inches!!  The baby is growing stronger and stronger. Now it does gymnastics in my belly. It was a breathtaking experience! Hats-off to the ultrasound technology!

All of a sudden, I get nervous, I get tired, I get emotional, I cry, I laugh; I get argumentative,  I become touchy . It's hard to explain what I am feeling.

And all credit goes to my hormonal changes.

I should appreciate M for understanding my behavior which may be even cranky at times. He is taking very good care of me. I am really lucky to have him as my husband and our child is really lucky to have him as father!